As nearly 5 years passes since I gave birth to my gorgeous boy I can't help but keep relive our past this week. Sometimes everyday life just gets you down. It all becomes to much emotionally, physically and mentally. My body is tired, my brain is tired and I'm running out of tears. The last couple of months have been hard and full on and as a single parent it's hard to get away from it, to escape to a world where nothing's complicated you just have "normal" worries and stress

The last few weeks have been very full on and tiring. This has led to me having exhaustion this week which meant I had to spend most of my birthday in bed. Life as a special needs mum is hard work and tiring at the best of times and I know I've spoken about Ethan and his lack of sleep before but this has been one of the main contributing factors of my exhaustion. Over the last couple of weeks Ethan has not been sleeping well. Most nights he settles late and the can be up and

Writing this blog has been one of the hardest ones to word. Usually the words flow so easily but this one has been hard to get my point across without sounding like I'm moaning or trying to look for sympathy. I'm really not. My life is no where near as hard as some and I am eternally greatful for the life I have and that my little boy is hear to share every moment with me. Sometimes it's frustrating when people are going about their daily lives and everything is a struggle to

Whilst I sit chilling on the comfy chair with my orange juice, chocolate digestives, duvet and Saturday afternoon films I suddenly feel completely and utterly relaxed for the first time in months. My body aches as it begins to unwind and my head is suddenly not worrying about jobs I need to do next or when it's time to cook the dinner. I hear you thinking well how can that be Possible for a parent with a child with special needs. Well I will tell you it is possible thanks to